Thanks to baozhu and desmond to fetch me from the airport.

Thanks to my BFFs (Kampong & Six + One + One) & Mildred & Zhiqiang for sending me off to the airport yesterday.

And of coz thanks to my dearest smelly pig for always been there for me.

Once I boarded the plane, I was full of regrets of leavin and wish that I was sleeping right beside you being cuddle in your arms.

I am also sorry for making my family so worried for me.

When checking in, the check in lady was actually surprised that I only have 3 bags and it is only 48 kg in total.

Cause another trainee who check in before me was like double my weight and we have a 120kg allowances.

I think maybe I figure out I would fly back soon and I dont want to bring so much stuffs.

The koreans I knew even bought their own spoons, rice and stuffs.

But I haven stop crying from Singapore all the way to Doha on a 7 hrs flight journey.

My eyes are sore, my skin are dry and I am exhausted.

I was allocated the worst apartments of Qatar Airways which makes me even more upset.

My apartments was shared with 2 other seniors, one thai and singaporean who are pretty nice.

And lucky for that, I have internet right now.

But I still couldn't accept the fact why am I here in Doha and why am I doing this?

I really wish to go home this instant.

I seriously miss my dear so much and I was crying non stop till dear says he would pay my bond for me if I really want to come back now.

But I am glad I already made frens here, one singaporeans and 2 koreans which were going to be my batch girls.

We went out shopping together at Carrefour and the cute koreans girls even made dinner for all of us and we have a great time spending time together and getting to know each other.

I am feeling better now but I really dunno how am I going to sleep alone in my bed of mine.

The weather here is seriously killing me. 40plus degree. I am not going out anymore!!!!

Unpacking was really a chore and I really don like to do it. I wish I need not unpack them and go back to Singapore straight.

I shall endure... I don't want to waste baby money.

I shall make my trip worthwhile.... even if it is for a short period of time.

I love u baby. thanks for being there for me. *muacks*