Make a Wish?

Me and my Singaporean friends were just having a causal dinner over at The Mall in Doha.

Suddenly the staffs at the resturant started to sing Happy Birthday and bring a cake with candles in.

The ppl at my table started singing too.

Than I started looking around my table and wonder who is the Birthday boy/ger is.

Coz my actual birthday is not due yet.

Than it took me a while to actually realises it was me.

Thank you so much darlings. *much ♥*

Than they ask me to make a wish and blow out the candle.

I stumped.

A WISH? damn.

What is my wish?

I totally went blank.

Than I recall last year what is my wish.

It never came true. And I doubt it will coz I din really want it anymore.

Than I actually told them I need some time to think about my wish.

And I still couldn't think of it.

So I wish for the simplest thing.

♥ I WISH TO BE HAPPY ♥

Don't I have much desires anymore?

How come everything which meant to be the most complicated seems to be the simplest for me now.

Izzt becoz I am not greedy anymore? Or izzit I am happy and contented with what I have now?

Or maybe I dun even know what I want? Or izzit I already give up with hope anymore?

*shrugs*

im feeling the bluessss

Im susposed to sleeping now from a 8 hrs flight from KL since reporting at 1145 till right now 1309

I just gotten a perm yesterday at KL. very disappointed.

got rip off and din really get the results I wanted.

sometimes I really hate myself for it. i shld have stick to my orginal plan to do it at Sungei Wang.

i realises Im easily influence all my life.

Hopefully when I am back to KL in 3 weeks time, they would redo it for me.

Gotten a pedicure at Bali. ask for a french pedicure.

she din even paint a pink base and go on with the white tip.

WTH?

Sometimes just wish I did it in Singapore. Everything will go according to expectations.

One of my good frens in Doha has already tendered.

It really upset me so much to see someone going.

I am the one who complain the most each time.

But I am still here coz I have spend too much and sometimes I realli like it when I got very nice crew and very nice layovers.

I wish I could finish all the layovers first and substain my spending for now.

thing will get better. things will get better.

be positve. stay strong.

I miss my frens alot too esp this season.

Kampong, 6+1+1 and my Airens.

needless to say, smelly pig too.

i burst out crying in bed so badly when I am back from clubbing in bali thinking of u. *must be becoz of some very bad mushrooms*

u nv know

u noe sometimes the flights u normally drag urself to is actually one of the best flight ever.

I did a chenai turnaround yesterday.

but surprising the flight was good.

passengers are mostly those educated indians rather than those who are demanding and keep asking for whiskey.

there is still a handful of them but it was managable.

and the crew were CRAZY!

we are laughing like mad women and started throwing hot towels and catching them like clowns in the galley.

we talk so much rubbish and shit and I just keep laughing despite me being so sleepy.

This set of crews was actually one of the best set of crew I flew with.

it going to be a quiet december

Decemeber is always my favourite month of the year.

It is a festive holiday season.

And best of all, my birthday falls in the month of december as well.

I rem doing a lot of shopping coz it when all the sales set in.

buying christmas pressies for my loved one, having several birthday celebrations with my different groups of very very good frens, christmas parties and etc etc.

this year, it the first time I am away from home, away from love, away from frens.

I tot the only consolation is I may actually get a long KL flight and be able to spend it with smelly pig.

But things are never smooth sailing for me. The company gave me a PARIS flight for my A340 oberservation flight.

Even if I want to change it. I can't. They even have the cheeks to put a memo (BIRTHDAY) there when they don't even want to give me my request.

but after looking at the crew list, I have another 2 batch gers with me. I feel alittle more relieved.

And I will be spending my christmas eve and christmas in Doha this time.

Will it be a quiet one or a good one?

Flights have not been so smooth either lately. I always have problems with grooming even in flight. Meeting bitchy or picky CS or CSD. When am I having a best flight of my life again?

Some pictures to update my life......

I was feeling hungry and I ask brother to bring some biscuits for me and Royce kor made me a BAK KWA sandwich! OMG!

Clubbing with my Taiwanese batch girl Maggie at Crystal Lounge (W Hotel)

Maggie, Royce, Me and Firadus

me and rocye order one bottle of white wine

We met another singaporean and taiwanese in the club!

I met Valenzia in London and she bought me around London. Thanks Babe!

The street of Oxford in London. I love how they do up their toy store!

I love undies from Marks & Spencers

Crayfish sandwich which cost me a whopping 3.44 POUNDS which is like SIN $8+++!!!

Now I Know....

why I hesistate to go to bed every night?

Feeling something is missing, feeling empty....

I never ever figure this out for the past few mths when I am in the middle east all alone.

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Suddenly it struck me that I realises coz I am going to bed alone every night.

I miss u.....